ok!!! going to mention about a lot of things today..

First, is about a maths, thought that today will receive at least p1 but Ms loa came in and said she cannot reveal anything..hmm, i wondered why as other subjects we can know our marks but not a maths..She said 5 failures, afraid that i might fail even though i feel that the paper was easy...as usual 'she' is the highest..how i hope one day when teacher announce the marks but not 'her' being the highest..

Second, is social studies paper..35 out of 50,even though quite high but i am still not satisfied with it...there is something that really irritates me, that is someone thinks that she get the highest in class is like very liao bu qi, so big headed..so what 39 out of 50 is not very good even Ms Chua said that..haiz..

Finally, is chemistry paper..really did badly, as expected 38 out of 50, haiz..this time the highest is not 'her' which is a thing i am happy,haha..=) Never mind this is prelim i will do better than 'her' in 'N' level...actually this chem paper is not tough at all is just that it is very unexpected...

Yeah!!Finally prelims are over!!!But 'N' level is coming...It is like haven't have time to catch a breadth or take a short break after prelim then have to face 'N' level...haiz...every thing is like happening so fast that i feel that 24 hours a day is not enough to dao a lot of things...Life seems so hectic.

Today got back e maths prelim and it sux, 48 out of 60...this marks to other maybe good enough but to me it is not enough...i should have gotten 50 plus if not for careless mistakes, it is practically a waste, so irritating and fed up of make stupid careless mistakes..but come to think of that no one is infallible in this world, everyone does make mistakes..hmm, maybe is time to change my thinking towards things that i faced...

Finally he had said what he wanted to say all along...actually i really wondered we should start all over again...but having a secong thought that now i am facing with major exams so is him, so maybe we should give both of us a chance to reconsider about what are we going to do...it is not good to get into any trouble at this point of time, it is not worth it to put our future at stake or risk...