Yesterday, went back to sch with friends and found that everything has changed. Seeing them in jc uniform, although i am happy for them but at the same time i am also envious of them. This is because i had once dreamt of putting on a jc uniform. But it did not happen. Haiz.... Everything happen so fast.

Why do people always have to be like this? When in sch, we find going to sch is a hassle and sort of hate sch, but after we graduate we start to miss every part of the sch. Why is this happening?

Just register to re-take o level eng, $147. so expensive. But i think afterall it is worth re-taking so that i will not regret in the future.

Sometimes i really think that not able to make it for a jc education is a good thing. some people might think i am crazy to have this thinking. countless of people who want to have a jc education cannot get it and i am saying that not able to make it, is a good thing. What makes me developed such thinking is because pursuing a jc education is a no joke matter, just promo alone it can be quite difficult to clear. So maybe poly is a better route for most.

I really wonder why people cannot try and understand each other and stop ignoring just and when you feel like doing it. This is something that i really cannot understand. It is true that we are humans made up of different character and personality but this is difinetely the excuse that allow us to ignore our friends. Haiz.....

Its been a long time since i last blog. I have been thinking a lot for the past few weeks after the release of o level results and until now i still sort of lost of what am i suppose to do next. It reallys makes me feel that what is the purpose of life? haiz, people may think that it is scary to have sunh thinking but this is what i really feel about life.

Monday was the last day of the pae intake. Somehow i really miss those people in srjc. miss their laughter, their nosense and etc. But never mind this is maybe what people call part and parcel of life.