~ Saturday, July 08, 2006 ~
This week i had done a lot of thinking on a lot things esp on something that i had longed for.
E maths re-test was terrible. Regarding this re-test i feel that she teach and make us understand before giving us the re-test so that the results would not be so terrible. But come to think of that, i think is not she dont want to teach is the class does not pay much attention to what she is teaching esp. the guys. I dont understand why they cant simply shut their mouth up and listen. If they dont wish to listen than at least show her some respect. They dont listen then still got the cheek to ask for a change of teacher.
Sometimes i tried very hard to sustain what i actually want but these few days made me want to give up what i had been trying very hard to sustain. I dont know whether this is right but i really find it hard to sustain. What am i suppose to do? Does it really mean that i really have to give up but i really hate to give up?
Is it when you lose somethings you will start to cherish what is still present around you? I find it very hard to give up but i really have to.