~ Wednesday, July 09, 2008 ~
I have come to realise something that life is never fair. What you want you will never get and what you don't want you will always get..
Eveytime when i play a kind person, i will also suffer. I wanted to leave you alone but think of the consequences then i will change my mind. I really don't understand why is it like that. Can anyone tell me?
Today is one of the worse day of my life that i have encounter. No words can describe my feelings. Is not that i am being selfish.. Is that i really cannot handle so many things at one time.. I really wonder what is heaven trying to test me? Putting me through this is trying to test how i handle such stuffs? If ever that i am going to leave you alone, i think you will suffer.
Why are we always stuck with ***? It is because no one want to take and they leave *** there. So in the end this is what happen. You call yourself *** friend. You don't make friends this manner.
All the above are my thoughts and feelings. If i have offended you, i am sorry. But i have to put it down. If i don't do this, i think i will breakdown anytime.
